Hello,
I am looking for a job, I have put in my resume and applications all over town. I went to this retirement home and put in an application for the kitchen, that was on Thursday and I had a TB skin test done. I was suppose to go back within 48 to 72 hours. On Saturday my son had a scrimage game at the park and then on Sunday I went to church so after that I just totally forgot about it. I am hoping that it does not ruin my chances of working. Even though I have experience I will only be getting paid 8 freaking dollors per hour. What kind of grown woman with two kids can make it on $8.00? Luckily my unemployment has kicked back in and that is a blessing because I did not think that it would because I have been unemployed for over an year, actually nearly two as I think about it.
School is starting back on next Tuesday and if it was not for the unemployment checks I would not even be able to afford school uniforms.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
oops she did it again...
Hey everyone,
Omg let me begin by saying that my mom can not stop lying. She did it my whole childhood, and now she is attempting to do it with my children. Every since I had my daughter who just turned 3, my mom has been saying how Kailyn does not like her. Which is not true because she loves everyone, (hate is tought) especially if you have a car and a radio that she can sing along to. She has had nothing to do with her. My Aunt (my mother's sister) has spent more time with my kids here lately than she has in the last 3 years.
On this past Sunday She took them to church. Oh let me scratch that she took my son to church because when she got here at 10:15 (church starts at 11) my daughter was still asleep. I started to run her some bath water so that I can get her together. She is little only 25lbs so it did not hurt me much to get her up. I heard my mom call up stairs to me saying that if she was still asleep then she will not worry her by waking her and she take them out to Chuckie Cheese when she gets out of church. OK....
Well on that same day I had some business to take care of with this new job that I am planning on taking. I thought that she was going to take the kids so that I could handle my business. Oh no I she drove me out there and when she got there she and my two children went into a potential job site with me. I know right how embarassing!
When we left there, I asked if she was still taking the kids to Chuckie Cheese, and she said that there was no money on her card. My son had a doctors appointment today because he have been having some pain out of the same hip that he had surgery on a couple of years ago. My mom told them on Sunday that she would take them out today since she had no money on Sunday. Well she wanted to go to the doctors with me but after she embarrassed me like she did just two days earlier... uh no. I refused to take her call until after I found out what was going on with my son. I guess she called herself getting angry about that cause she suddenly "forgot" all about Chuckie Cheese. My aunt told me to remind her about it but I just can't talk to her for long because I know that 80% of the things she say are gonna be lies. I just do not want the saga to begin again with my children.
Omg let me begin by saying that my mom can not stop lying. She did it my whole childhood, and now she is attempting to do it with my children. Every since I had my daughter who just turned 3, my mom has been saying how Kailyn does not like her. Which is not true because she loves everyone, (hate is tought) especially if you have a car and a radio that she can sing along to. She has had nothing to do with her. My Aunt (my mother's sister) has spent more time with my kids here lately than she has in the last 3 years.
On this past Sunday She took them to church. Oh let me scratch that she took my son to church because when she got here at 10:15 (church starts at 11) my daughter was still asleep. I started to run her some bath water so that I can get her together. She is little only 25lbs so it did not hurt me much to get her up. I heard my mom call up stairs to me saying that if she was still asleep then she will not worry her by waking her and she take them out to Chuckie Cheese when she gets out of church. OK....
Well on that same day I had some business to take care of with this new job that I am planning on taking. I thought that she was going to take the kids so that I could handle my business. Oh no I she drove me out there and when she got there she and my two children went into a potential job site with me. I know right how embarassing!
When we left there, I asked if she was still taking the kids to Chuckie Cheese, and she said that there was no money on her card. My son had a doctors appointment today because he have been having some pain out of the same hip that he had surgery on a couple of years ago. My mom told them on Sunday that she would take them out today since she had no money on Sunday. Well she wanted to go to the doctors with me but after she embarrassed me like she did just two days earlier... uh no. I refused to take her call until after I found out what was going on with my son. I guess she called herself getting angry about that cause she suddenly "forgot" all about Chuckie Cheese. My aunt told me to remind her about it but I just can't talk to her for long because I know that 80% of the things she say are gonna be lies. I just do not want the saga to begin again with my children.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
New term begins
I have returned from my trip. It was awesome!! I thought that some of my cousins here were pretty wild, but those girls in Columbus, GA were off the chain. My nickname is "Punkin" and I met a cousin who they call "Punkin" so it was kinda crazy when someone was calling for one of us and the both of us would answer. I just thank God that I was not at the hotel where my mother was staying. She had everyone there wanting to fight her. When she spoke it was always something off. For instance our cousin "Mi-Mi" said that she has divorced after 8 years, well momma had to say that she was married only months before she divorced. When everyone in Birmingham knows that the marriage was not even legal. She threatened to kick my 16 year old cousin through a wall. So yeah she was really playing that "crazy" role because she don't want to go through my aunt about her daughter.
Anyway...I enjoyed myself and it is all over. We are to do it again in 2012 here in Birmingham!!!
Now it is a new term I am so excited to start the Pharmacology class, not so much about the CompII because I can never get the APA format down, but hopefully I will this term.
Anyway...I enjoyed myself and it is all over. We are to do it again in 2012 here in Birmingham!!!
Now it is a new term I am so excited to start the Pharmacology class, not so much about the CompII because I can never get the APA format down, but hopefully I will this term.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
It's my family reunion
Oh My God... I thought that today would never get here! I am so excited about going to Georgia in the morning. I don't have a job, and not a whole lot of money to spend on my trip, but I figure if I'm broke it really does not matter where I am, so I may as well enjoy myself with my family. Two weeks ago I packed my kids clothes and put them in the trunk of my car. I have an aunt who just laugh everytime I say that the clothes have been in the car for that long. I feel really bad about the money deal, but I am going to attempt to put on a happy face.
I took my son to get a haircut and instead of the normal $5 he charged me $10 because Shemar wanted to get a mohawk. I did not understand as to why it was more, because it was not like he was cutting more hair off. Now I do understand because it took him nearly 30 minutes to get out of the chair.
I bought my daughter some pull-ups and put gas in the car because the light was on. Now I have spent the spending money that I was going to take with me.
I went online to fill out some applications, and since I have worked with Wal-mart before I figured that I will put in with them again. I talked to one of the manager, who I worked with before (he's at a new location now) and he assured me that he would call me because the store does not have a full time cake decorator. He have not called I am starting to worry. I hate to worry about stuff because I begin to get pimples in my face, so bad. I am just going to have to pray about it and just put it in God's hands....
I took my son to get a haircut and instead of the normal $5 he charged me $10 because Shemar wanted to get a mohawk. I did not understand as to why it was more, because it was not like he was cutting more hair off. Now I do understand because it took him nearly 30 minutes to get out of the chair.
I bought my daughter some pull-ups and put gas in the car because the light was on. Now I have spent the spending money that I was going to take with me.
I went online to fill out some applications, and since I have worked with Wal-mart before I figured that I will put in with them again. I talked to one of the manager, who I worked with before (he's at a new location now) and he assured me that he would call me because the store does not have a full time cake decorator. He have not called I am starting to worry. I hate to worry about stuff because I begin to get pimples in my face, so bad. I am just going to have to pray about it and just put it in God's hands....
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
omg end of term
For the last couple of weeks I have been dealing with my crazy mother. She checked herself into a psych ward at a local hospital. She exclaimed that she wanted to take enough pills in order to not wake up ever again. Now you may can feel in my writing that there is no sympathy and here is why, When I was a child I felt this way as well. My mom told me that if I really wanted to kill myself that I would be dead by now. There was no sympathy for me. She has told me (at 9 years old) that she never wanted me and that if it was not for my grandparents then I would not even be here. "Who wants to get pregnant at 17, no I did'nt want you". Maybe I was the one who took it wrong but you know what I would have never said anything like that to either one of my children. I have two beautiful children that she will not have anything to do with. My daughter's name is Markailyn. I named her that because my son name is Shemar and I wanted some similarities in the name. Also my husbands name is Leonard but we call him Lynn. My mother however does not call my daughter by her name. She calls her Sweet Potato. Now that may sound cute, to some but I don't like it. That has been expressed but of course I do believe she does shit like that to piss me off.
We are at the end of the term and I have neglected my studies because of her. Has she ever done anything for me. Most of my life I lived with my grandmother. There was never a time that I can remember that she ever done anything or said anything nice to me. When I was 10 i had my first cycle. When it went off it did not come back till I was 12. My mother just knew that I was pregnant and instead of asking me if I was having sex (which I was not) every week or so she would make me pee in a cup. At the time I did not know why but now as an adult I realise what was going on. When I turned 12 she then went on and put me on birth control. And I still was not screwing around. I still blame her for me having sex at a young age because I figured well if she gave me condoms and bc then she must feel as if it is ok to have sex.
My only regret is that I worried about her, because she never worried about me. I ran away once, and I remember her saying to me the next day "Oh Bitch I did'nt worry, I slept good last night" but you know the Bible says that you will reep what you sew.
I know that I will most likely fail my comp class, but as God as my witness my only mistake was caring.......
We are at the end of the term and I have neglected my studies because of her. Has she ever done anything for me. Most of my life I lived with my grandmother. There was never a time that I can remember that she ever done anything or said anything nice to me. When I was 10 i had my first cycle. When it went off it did not come back till I was 12. My mother just knew that I was pregnant and instead of asking me if I was having sex (which I was not) every week or so she would make me pee in a cup. At the time I did not know why but now as an adult I realise what was going on. When I turned 12 she then went on and put me on birth control. And I still was not screwing around. I still blame her for me having sex at a young age because I figured well if she gave me condoms and bc then she must feel as if it is ok to have sex.
My only regret is that I worried about her, because she never worried about me. I ran away once, and I remember her saying to me the next day "Oh Bitch I did'nt worry, I slept good last night" but you know the Bible says that you will reep what you sew.
I know that I will most likely fail my comp class, but as God as my witness my only mistake was caring.......
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Heavy,Heavy...
HI Everyone,
I am currently trying to lose some pounds before my family reunion next month. I know that I should have been doing this all along but hey I never really gave a care. This whole weight battle has been driving me crazy but I figured if I did not stress about it then it would be ok. I have been walking 40 minutes a day, and eating salads and parfaits for the last 3 weeks. I have actually lost 8lbs just by doing that. After I had my last kid I gained so much. She is turning 3 this year and I am finally doing something about it. I guess it is never too late!
I am currently trying to lose some pounds before my family reunion next month. I know that I should have been doing this all along but hey I never really gave a care. This whole weight battle has been driving me crazy but I figured if I did not stress about it then it would be ok. I have been walking 40 minutes a day, and eating salads and parfaits for the last 3 weeks. I have actually lost 8lbs just by doing that. After I had my last kid I gained so much. She is turning 3 this year and I am finally doing something about it. I guess it is never too late!
Monday, May 24, 2010
unit 5
Hello all!
Today I finally got a chance to set my website up for my business. I make and sale candles and I recently began making soap and lotion. I am kind of stumped about how to price the soap. Whenever the site is ready to be searched I will post it in here just in case anyone wants to take a look at the candles. Maybe by then I will have figured out where to buy containers for the soap and lotion.
Today I finally got a chance to set my website up for my business. I make and sale candles and I recently began making soap and lotion. I am kind of stumped about how to price the soap. Whenever the site is ready to be searched I will post it in here just in case anyone wants to take a look at the candles. Maybe by then I will have figured out where to buy containers for the soap and lotion.
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